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Where am I at right now?
My computer.
Life has been pretty interesting lately actually. I'm sure I could write a whole essay, but I'm just not up to it at all, and I've been lacking in the sleep department lately.

Now Playing: S Club Party
Sometimes you just need something upbeat. Nothing better than some pop!

Today:
Wake up at 6:45AM, keep on rolling over until 7:20AM.
Get up, shower, feed dog, grab an apple, pack backpack, depart at 7:50AM.
Drop off CD's at the library.
Backtrack to Starbucks.
Venti Vanilla Earl Grey Tea Misto.
Wi-fi for e-mails, weather, random online apps.
Grab free song card.
Arrive at the school.
Say good morning, drop stuff off in locker.
Head to theatre with M, watch Bohemian rehearsal.
Spare.
Tech for drama 20 scene.
Program Bohemian light show.
Bell rings.
Head to Psych.
Watch "Touching the Void".
Try to stay awake.
Lunch.
Meet M outside SS class.
Walk to cafeteria.
Spot A in business office.
Wait for him to come out.
Watch people eat their lunches.
Pore over Bohemian cue sheet.
Run to talk to Fraser.
Come back, seat taken.
Keep working.
Listen to the usual random chatter.
Accept offer for more Starbucks.
Head to English.
Listen to MORE presentations.
Struggle to 'evaluate' said presentations.
Bell rings (thankfully).
Find holders of Starbucks beverage.
Accept tasty caffeine.
Head to math.
Shaking starts.
Pretty pink string thing!
Laugh and giggle through double-nappe cone lecture.
Receive text from L.
Pretend to care about doing homework.
Leave math class.
Say goodbye to those leaving immediately.
Stick around, ready to leave for Starbucks.
Go to bathroom, download e-mails from Perfect Blend wi-fi.
Come out, shaking like crazy now.
Walk to Starbucks with M and B.
Order 6 drinks.
Ignore stares of other patrons.
Download free starbucks song.
Carry drinks back to theatre.
Deliver deliciousness.
Get money.
Go to booth.
Half-hearted prep for Bohemian.
Control Room speakers still not operational.
Mad rush to get Bohemian actors ready.
Laugh through Bohemian.
Hang around until all auditions finished.
Listen to directors barter for actors.
Head to Subway so M can get dinner.
More Perfect Blend wi-fi!
Nibble on cookies.
Play random iPod games.
Co-write blog post (see below).
Get called home for dinner.
Wait around for dad.
Arrive home.
Eat dinner.
Head to computer.
Investigate National Theatre School of Canada.
See that it's way out of my league.
Random computer surfing.
Try to understand the human mind.
Worry about depressed friend.
Play with flight simulator app for iPod.
Chat more.
Open up blogger.
Start this blog entry.
Write "Where am I at right now?"


"I've never had a dream come true, until the day that I found you."


Well, that's a day. A pretty good one in my opinion.

The only thing that's not so great isn't really to do with my life, except that it parallels mine in many, many ways.

I don't know what I can say to you, or what it is that's eating you up. All I want is for you to be happy again. You know that you can tell me anything, and that I never have and never will share it. It kills me to see you so depressed all the time, I want nothing more than for you to see through the clouds. Sometimes things don't go exactly how we want them to, but please, just look past that. It's going to happen, so find some way to work it to your advantage! Grade 12 is super crazy, and managing school as well as a social life and relationship isn't the easiest thing by any stretch of the imagination. But I know you have it in you. Please, bring back my best friend! I miss him...