I'm really starting to think that I am going insane. Not the funny insane, but seriously off the deep end. All you have to do is start talking to me about certain things, and I could go on for hours about this and that, none of it making sense. Thankfully a few people (well, one) have told me to shut up, and it certainly helped.
Reasons for my being insane:
- I work at the Calgary Stamede. (That alone would drive anyone to insanity).
- I have horrific dreams in which I plot out every detail of the demise of people I know and love.
- I look at situations/places that I'm in and think about how I could kill myself in that moment.
- I have filled a notebook with letters to all kinds of different people, all complaining about my life, none of which will be sent.
- I have become an insomniac.
- I am obsessive about things beyond my control.
- I stalk Facebook profiles of people I never talk to.
- I have 97 RSS subscriptions, and read every single one faithfully.
- This is my 160th post.
- A single text message can make my day.
- I plot complex methods of revealing simple things.
- I find ways to say things in the strangest ways.
- I make sure that every single thing I say has multiple meanings.
- I have taken 8384 pictures.
- My room is as dark as dark as I can make it.
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