HOT T.A.M.A.L.E.

It's actually pretty hot out these days...

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Oh, so I guess you read this after all...how's Finland?

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Hey, sorry if I've been a bit mopey and annoying lately. I hope I'm not being strange or anything, so please let me know if I'm doing something to bother you. All those things we said we would do, whether this year or the next, I am totally and completely committed to. We're going to fly and ride. Lockers? Sure, I'd love it, but I really don't care. The curse? :P I think we can overcome that one.
But yeah, let me know if I'm just being self-centered or whiny or annoying. I'd hate it, so let me know.

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For a while, I was doing really well I think. I threw away all the old emotions and feelings, and stared fresh. The past was behind me, and I accepted the forthcoming future. Everything was great, I was enjoying myself, and it felt like we were right back where we started. Now don't get me wrong, I think we're still there, and I'm still enjoying every moment of it. Don't ever forget that.
The only thing that weighs me down are those feelings that keep crawling back, trying to take control of my life again. I highly doubt that there will be a time when I've completely forgotten, but I don't want that to be a burden either.
Let me put it to you this way. When you're around, the world is a beautiful place. How about another round of applause for enduring friendship :)

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You still read my blog, I know it. Thanks, even if most posts now are a little...different?
Now, I don't know if you heard this or not, but apparently the black ball was never neutered. You have a Swiss Army or the equivalent, right?
While you're at it, you could take care of the other Black one too!

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I am completely and utterly exhausted. Standing for hours on end, directing people to their seats, the bathrooms, more seats, ATMs, food, entertainment...

Why I signed up for this, I'll never know. But as long as I make some money, I'll be happy.

Hope you're all having great summers!